DES Daughter

When Being a Tall Girl Was a Medical Condition: DES and the Tall Girls

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To treat young healthy prepubescent girls with a known carcinogen to stunt their adult height sounds like a bizarre science fiction experiment, but it is unfortunately true. From 1959 through the 1970s physicians and researchers from the Royal Children’s Hospital and the University of Melbourne, gave adolescent girls of tall stature a powerful estrogenic hormone with a growing list of known side effects called diethylstilbestrol (stilboestrol) or DES.

DES had been used in obstetrics to prevent miscarriage, in farm animals to bulk up livestock before slaughter, and to caponize (castrate) chickens from the 1940s through 1970s. Early on, the drug was found to be ineffective in preventing miscarriage and serious side effects including cancer were noted. Indeed, cancer in farm hands caring for animals treated with DES and concern about the effect DES-infused meat might have on human health caused the FDA to ban its use in poultry farming in 1958, well before banning its use in human women. Despite the risks associated with this drug, clinicians and researchers in Victoria Australia, funded by governmental agencies and throughout the US, Norway, and elsewhere, thought stunting the growth of tall girls, for purely psychosocial reasons, was a good idea.

The rationale behind treating tall girls was so they could do ballet, buy clothes more easily, and find boyfriends and husbands. DES was used on healthy girls for purely psychosocial reasons. Apparently, being a tall girl was reason enough to consider medical treatment with a powerful, largely untested, synthetic estrogen with mounting evidence of carcinogenicity.

Little consideration was given to the psychosocial effects this drug would have on a young girl including nausea, the immediate onset of menstruation, the sudden development of breasts, and sudden rapid weight gain; and, of course, the long-term health outcomes of this treatment were never a consideration. The only long-term outcome considered was adult height. When meeting the tall women who underwent this treatment, it is reasonable to conclude the treatment did not work. Indeed, most of the research suggests only a 4cm reduction in height.

Discovering the Tall Girls: DES Action Australia

DES Action Australia was established in 1979 as the national support and advocacy group for individuals exposed to DES. In the early 1980s, the DES issue was new to us all and we were devouring information about its history and use. One aspect of interest was its use in veterinary practice. One of the first DES “patients” may have been Tricky Woo of the ‘All Creatures Great and Small’ books and TV series. In the late 1930s, kindly Dr. Herriot prescribed the new “wonder drug” stilboestrol for Tricky Woo’s embarrassing problem with incontinence.

Any drug which was thought to prevent miscarriage and result in bigger, healthier babies was of obvious interest to veterinary science. However, as in the earlier laboratory animal experiments, DES was soon shown to be deleterious to the health of the mother animal, to the DES-exposed offspring, and, interestingly, to subsequent litters. Thus, recommended use of DES in veterinary practice was limited to old animals and animals that were never going to breed.

We first heard of DES being used to inhibit the adult height of tall young girls almost by accident. In the early 1980s a sister of DES Action member, Clare Green, was studying veterinary science at Melbourne University. Through her, we learnt of a Melbourne veterinary scientist, Dr. Anne Jabarah, who had researched DES during the 1960s as part of her Master’s and PhD studies. Clare rang Dr. Jabarah and spoke to her at length about her research findings: that administering DES to cattle led to them subsequently developing mammary cancer. Dr. Jabarah commented that the published articles caused a great deal of interest internationally but not in Australia. Almost as an afterthought, she mentioned the Royal Children’s Hospital (RCH) here in Melbourne had requested details of her research, as they were thinking of using DES to inhibit the growth of young girls. She said she had often wondered whether they went ahead with the treatment.

Clare, on behalf of DES Action, wrote to the RCH seeking clarification on the matter. A letter was received from the medical director of the RCH stating that DES had never been used for such a purpose. In addition, Clare was asked to go into the Victorian Health Department to meet with a department spokesperson. The doctor told Clare that the matter had been looked into and there was no evidence that DES was used for this purpose. We were thus reassured, both in writing and in person, that no such trial had taken place.

So it came quite a shock several years later when I was contacted by a young woman who had been part of this nonexistent trial. She had attended the RCH and had been given DES to stunt her growth. She was in her early 20s and had been diagnosed with advanced invasive cervical cancer. As she was a nurse she knew this was very rare, particularly as she had none of the known risk factors for the disease.

When I asked her how she found out about DES Action and obtained my phone number, she said her treating doctor (a well-known Ob/Gyn) had suggested she ring. He had made the connection between her DES exposure as a young girl and the subsequent cervical cancer.

Another letter was sent to the RCH, again requesting clarification on the matter. We received back a very defensive letter in which the hospital distanced itself from the trials. They said that the clinician involved had been a private consultant and what he did in his clinics was in no way connected to the RCH.

Untangling the Tall Girls Trials after Years of Secrecy and Denials

In subsequent years (the mid-1980s to 1997) we received a handful of further inquiries from “tall girls” requesting information. Unfortunately, these were spaced too far apart for us to put the women in contact with each other. The health concerns of these women had an all-too-familiar ring: dysplasia, endometriosis, ovarian cysts, aggressive cancers (cervix and breast), impaired fertility, and premature menopause (i.e. occurring during their 20s).

I can’t really describe my feeling when I opened The Age newspaper on 27 June 1997 and read on page 1: Hormone tests on teenage girls referred to inquiry. I think the main emotion was a sense of relief – that the truth would finally be known – tall girls were given DES to stunt their growth. It also brought back to me the anger and frustration Clare and I experienced in the early 1980s when our inquiries were fobbed off by the medical establishment and health authorities.

And then my phone started ringing. As DES was mentioned in the article, the newspaper must have had me as a contact and referred any inquiries to me. Remembering how previously we were unable to put the women in contact with each other, I made a contact list of every phone call received. I explained to every caller the importance of organizing, of forming a group to share experiences, and offered to give them the list to follow up. From memory, I think Janet Cregan-Wood was about the fifth caller. She rang back the next day and “volunteered” to take on the role. And so the Tall Girls group formed and their DES story emerged.

More about DES and Tall Girls Story

About the author:  Marian Vickers is a DES daughter and, in 1979, was a founding member of DES Action Australia. As the DES story has evolved over the years so her focus has broadened – from issues around DES exposure to the wider issue of safety of pharmaceuticals; and finally to an understanding of endocrine disruptors and the implications for public health, particularly in terms of inadequate drug safety surveillance and reporting systems. In 2008 Marian became a ‘Gardasil mother’ when her elder daughter’s health was severely impacted by the HPV vaccine. Not only did she gain an appreciation of what DES mothers went through, she sees disturbing parallels between the DES and Gardasil stories.

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This article was published originally on Hormones Matter on April 21, 2014. 

DES was Given to My Mom as a Vitamin

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I was exposed to DES before I was born. My mother was given the medicine while she lived in a Catholic maternity home in NYC in 1967. They told her it was a necessary vitamin, even though she did not have any issues with her pregnancy. Nobody told her what DES would do to me, her unborn baby. At the time of my birth, and towards the latter part of her pregnancy, she thought it was odd that her breasts didn’t swell and that did she produce milk. Nobody gave her an explanation. After suffering from postpartum depression, she was told they found adoptive parents for me. She was shattered and became even more depressed for years to come.

A DES Daughter

At 18, I noticed I didn’t have a menstrual cycle. I was brought to a gynecologist. She tried to complete an examination on my organs. I had to fight her off, since it was too painful. I was sent to a specialist in NYC who determined my birth defect. He completed an MRI, which at time (1987), showed an underdeveloped uterus. My fallopian tubes and ovaries appeared normal, but my vagina was smaller. I was told at age 19, if I chose to have children, it would have to be done through a gestational surrogate. This was shattering and I became depressed for many years. I had such a difficult time fitting in with peers. I felt so different like nobody could relate to me. I must be some kind of freak.

Believe it or not, I actually married. The man I married accepted me. He knew for many years of my DES exposure. He loved me unconditionally. Unlike many married couples who experience infertility after marriage, my husband already knew what he was getting into. One gift to come out of this horror for me, I found true love.

The Consequences of DES

The years progressed and medical science improved. In 2003, I underwent a laparoscopy which gave a more definitive diagnosis. It was the same as above, except they used term “floating uterus” and it was determined that I do not have a cervix. Again, I revisited that part of myself that felt like a freak, but I learned to accept my diagnosis.

It was medically determined that I was exposed to DES before I was born. I learned what made me feel like a freak was called a DES injury. I also learned that other women and even men were exposed to DES before they were born too. When I met my mother, we pieced together this tragedy, and it has been very painful for both of us. The DES injury will never come between my love for my mother. It was never an issue that drew us apart. Maybe this pain drew us closer. I prayed my whole life, I prayed, “Lord, if you can’t give me my own child, could you please give me the gift of meeting my mother.” The Lord granted me this gift.

In terms of my health, it has been good. The only medical issue I have is hypothyroidism. I never had my eggs frozen, but I still live with the fantasy that I will one day give birth. I will never part with that fantasy, and if someone out there thinks I am a freak for never giving up on that dream, it doesn’t hurt me anymore, because nobody is a freak for dreaming.

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She Was Given DES and My Story Begins

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My story is not special other than it is my story. My mother, a Navy wife, got pregnant with her first child on her honeymoon. Nine months later a healthy baby girl was born. Over the next six years she suffered miscarriage after miscarriage in an attempt to expand her family. Finally, late in 1954 she learned that she was once again pregnant. The doctors told her that there was a wonderful medication available to help support the pregnancy. She was given diethylstilbestrol (DES) and my story begins.

The Early Realities of DES

My childhood and youth were not very eventful. As an adolescent, I had very painful periods, though still not outside the norm. When I was 19 years old in 1974 my mother read an article in a woman’s magazine about DES, and the daughters who were now having health concerns do to DES exposure. Recognizing that she had taken DES during her pregnancy with me, she told me that I should be evaluated by a physician. Up until then I had never had a PAP test or any pelvic exam. I was young, modest, and naive.  My innocence was gone in the sterile clinical exam room. Medical history taken, laying down on the hard table, feet in the stirrups I was poked, prodded, and then scraped for samples of cervical cells. Then the doctor asked for the colposcopy equipment to be brought in. Wheeled into the room, my insides were stained, and then magnified. Finally, when the abnormalities were found, the camera attached to the colposcopy machine documented the DES damage. I was now a DES Daughter.

These exams now became an every 6-month ritual as I was told “you will get cancer, it isn’t a matter of if, but when.”  They wanted to catch the cancer (Clear Cell Carcinoma) the moment it turned. After a few years though with no changes they had started relaxing their prognosis. I was allowed to go in for these exams once a year. Still cautious, but more optimistic, I starting living my life as a young woman. I dated, fell in love and got married.

Starting a Family as a DES Daughter

When my husband and I decided to start our family, I had been given no warnings about the potential issues with pregnancy combined with my DES exposure.  My fertility was good, I got pregnant right away. The pregnancy also went smoothly until the 22nd week of gestation. I was feeling nothing different, enjoying the growing baby I was carrying. Without warning my water broke. Quickly I called my Ob/Gyn who dismissed my experience. “Perhaps you just lost bladder control, not unusual.”  I knew it was not an issue of bladder control, so I went in to his offices. It was the lunch hour, the offices were quiet and the staffing short. I was taken back to an exam room and waited. I waited a long time, and finally, the dismissive doctor came in to examine me.  He tested my discharge and his affect changed at once. He called over to the hospital and had me admitted at once.

DES Exposure Claims its First Victim

I was observed for several days, with no changes. Finally contractions started, and at 22 weeks I delivered a nearly one pound baby boy. He died during the delivery. The DES exposure had taken its first victim.

DES Exposure Claims its Second Victim

A few months later, back in the sterile exam rooms for more testing, I was found to have a very incompetent cervix. I was told that I would be considered a high risk pregnancy from then on, though they felt there were options to help me carry a baby to term. With the blessing of the doctors I became pregnant again, and this time a cerclage was placed in my cervix to help support the pregnancy.  When the doctor came in to see me just after the cerclage was placed, his face was long.  “Your cervix is very weak. You are only 11 weeks pregnant, but already you are totally effaced and starting to dilate. You will need to be on total bed rest, and make the pregnancy last as long as you can.”

With that I was sent home and spent the next 12 weeks in bed.  At 23 weeks I started spotting and having contractions. I was taken to the hospital where they tried to stop the labor, but could not.  I delivered my second child,  a son who was 1 lb 8oz. with paper thin skin. I could fit my wedding ring over his hand and up his arm.  We were told to expect him to die within an hour of birth due to his prematurity, but he didn’t. He lived an hour, then two then four. Finally they decided to transfer him to a NICU unit in a larger city about 2 hours away by car.  I was alone on the maternity floor, mothers nursing babies, walking the halls calming fussy babies, and my child was a fragile package whisked out of my sight, and off to another hospital far away. Tyler lived for 10 days. He fought hard for life, that one and a half pound baby boy. In the end, death won, and DES had taken its second victim.

We Tried Again and Succeeded

I took a few years off from trying to start a family. I had grieving to do..and healing.  I finally went up to the Medical school where I was first diagnosed as DES exposed and put myself in their care. There was one surgery they thought could offer me hope of having a child. It was a rare experimental surgery called a “Trans abdominal cerclage”.  The procedure was so rare that they asked to film the surgery because there would be medical students who would not see a case like mine during their education. I agreed.  So, I once again became pregnant, and at 11 weeks of pregnancy, I went back to the medical school and had the trans abdominal cerclage placed. Because of my medical history I was told to go to bed again and make the pregnancy last as long as I could. This procedure was a good fix. I carried my third child to term.  Four years later I put myself in their care and had my last child, again at term. These two children are now young women. I feel blessed for the good medicine that allowed me to have these children.

I Am a DES Daughter

DES did not stop with my body, or my children’s lives.  My mother has been diagnosed with breast cancer, something that her DES exposure has put her at risk for. She has had treatment and it looks as though DES will not get to claim her as yet another victim.

My innocence was taken by DES. My first two children died due to DES. My mother has suffered due to DES.  I do not consider myself a victim of DES, however, I am a DES Daughter.