DES reproductive abnormalities

DES was Given to My Mom as a Vitamin

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I was exposed to DES before I was born. My mother was given the medicine while she lived in a Catholic maternity home in NYC in 1967. They told her it was a necessary vitamin, even though she did not have any issues with her pregnancy. Nobody told her what DES would do to me, her unborn baby. At the time of my birth, and towards the latter part of her pregnancy, she thought it was odd that her breasts didn’t swell and that did she produce milk. Nobody gave her an explanation. After suffering from postpartum depression, she was told they found adoptive parents for me. She was shattered and became even more depressed for years to come.

A DES Daughter

At 18, I noticed I didn’t have a menstrual cycle. I was brought to a gynecologist. She tried to complete an examination on my organs. I had to fight her off, since it was too painful. I was sent to a specialist in NYC who determined my birth defect. He completed an MRI, which at time (1987), showed an underdeveloped uterus. My fallopian tubes and ovaries appeared normal, but my vagina was smaller. I was told at age 19, if I chose to have children, it would have to be done through a gestational surrogate. This was shattering and I became depressed for many years. I had such a difficult time fitting in with peers. I felt so different like nobody could relate to me. I must be some kind of freak.

Believe it or not, I actually married. The man I married accepted me. He knew for many years of my DES exposure. He loved me unconditionally. Unlike many married couples who experience infertility after marriage, my husband already knew what he was getting into. One gift to come out of this horror for me, I found true love.

The Consequences of DES

The years progressed and medical science improved. In 2003, I underwent a laparoscopy which gave a more definitive diagnosis. It was the same as above, except they used term “floating uterus” and it was determined that I do not have a cervix. Again, I revisited that part of myself that felt like a freak, but I learned to accept my diagnosis.

It was medically determined that I was exposed to DES before I was born. I learned what made me feel like a freak was called a DES injury. I also learned that other women and even men were exposed to DES before they were born too. When I met my mother, we pieced together this tragedy, and it has been very painful for both of us. The DES injury will never come between my love for my mother. It was never an issue that drew us apart. Maybe this pain drew us closer. I prayed my whole life, I prayed, “Lord, if you can’t give me my own child, could you please give me the gift of meeting my mother.” The Lord granted me this gift.

In terms of my health, it has been good. The only medical issue I have is hypothyroidism. I never had my eggs frozen, but I still live with the fantasy that I will one day give birth. I will never part with that fantasy, and if someone out there thinks I am a freak for never giving up on that dream, it doesn’t hurt me anymore, because nobody is a freak for dreaming.

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This article was published originally on Hormones Matter in September 2013.

She Was Given DES and My Story Begins

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My story is not special other than it is my story. My mother, a Navy wife, got pregnant with her first child on her honeymoon. Nine months later a healthy baby girl was born. Over the next six years she suffered miscarriage after miscarriage in an attempt to expand her family. Finally, late in 1954 she learned that she was once again pregnant. The doctors told her that there was a wonderful medication available to help support the pregnancy. She was given diethylstilbestrol (DES) and my story begins.

The Early Realities of DES

My childhood and youth were not very eventful. As an adolescent, I had very painful periods, though still not outside the norm. When I was 19 years old in 1974 my mother read an article in a woman’s magazine about DES, and the daughters who were now having health concerns do to DES exposure. Recognizing that she had taken DES during her pregnancy with me, she told me that I should be evaluated by a physician. Up until then I had never had a PAP test or any pelvic exam. I was young, modest, and naive.  My innocence was gone in the sterile clinical exam room. Medical history taken, laying down on the hard table, feet in the stirrups I was poked, prodded, and then scraped for samples of cervical cells. Then the doctor asked for the colposcopy equipment to be brought in. Wheeled into the room, my insides were stained, and then magnified. Finally, when the abnormalities were found, the camera attached to the colposcopy machine documented the DES damage. I was now a DES Daughter.

These exams now became an every 6-month ritual as I was told “you will get cancer, it isn’t a matter of if, but when.”  They wanted to catch the cancer (Clear Cell Carcinoma) the moment it turned. After a few years though with no changes they had started relaxing their prognosis. I was allowed to go in for these exams once a year. Still cautious, but more optimistic, I starting living my life as a young woman. I dated, fell in love and got married.

Starting a Family as a DES Daughter

When my husband and I decided to start our family, I had been given no warnings about the potential issues with pregnancy combined with my DES exposure.  My fertility was good, I got pregnant right away. The pregnancy also went smoothly until the 22nd week of gestation. I was feeling nothing different, enjoying the growing baby I was carrying. Without warning my water broke. Quickly I called my Ob/Gyn who dismissed my experience. “Perhaps you just lost bladder control, not unusual.”  I knew it was not an issue of bladder control, so I went in to his offices. It was the lunch hour, the offices were quiet and the staffing short. I was taken back to an exam room and waited. I waited a long time, and finally, the dismissive doctor came in to examine me.  He tested my discharge and his affect changed at once. He called over to the hospital and had me admitted at once.

DES Exposure Claims its First Victim

I was observed for several days, with no changes. Finally contractions started, and at 22 weeks I delivered a nearly one pound baby boy. He died during the delivery. The DES exposure had taken its first victim.

DES Exposure Claims its Second Victim

A few months later, back in the sterile exam rooms for more testing, I was found to have a very incompetent cervix. I was told that I would be considered a high risk pregnancy from then on, though they felt there were options to help me carry a baby to term. With the blessing of the doctors I became pregnant again, and this time a cerclage was placed in my cervix to help support the pregnancy.  When the doctor came in to see me just after the cerclage was placed, his face was long.  “Your cervix is very weak. You are only 11 weeks pregnant, but already you are totally effaced and starting to dilate. You will need to be on total bed rest, and make the pregnancy last as long as you can.”

With that I was sent home and spent the next 12 weeks in bed.  At 23 weeks I started spotting and having contractions. I was taken to the hospital where they tried to stop the labor, but could not.  I delivered my second child,  a son who was 1 lb 8oz. with paper thin skin. I could fit my wedding ring over his hand and up his arm.  We were told to expect him to die within an hour of birth due to his prematurity, but he didn’t. He lived an hour, then two then four. Finally they decided to transfer him to a NICU unit in a larger city about 2 hours away by car.  I was alone on the maternity floor, mothers nursing babies, walking the halls calming fussy babies, and my child was a fragile package whisked out of my sight, and off to another hospital far away. Tyler lived for 10 days. He fought hard for life, that one and a half pound baby boy. In the end, death won, and DES had taken its second victim.

We Tried Again and Succeeded

I took a few years off from trying to start a family. I had grieving to do..and healing.  I finally went up to the Medical school where I was first diagnosed as DES exposed and put myself in their care. There was one surgery they thought could offer me hope of having a child. It was a rare experimental surgery called a “Trans abdominal cerclage”.  The procedure was so rare that they asked to film the surgery because there would be medical students who would not see a case like mine during their education. I agreed.  So, I once again became pregnant, and at 11 weeks of pregnancy, I went back to the medical school and had the trans abdominal cerclage placed. Because of my medical history I was told to go to bed again and make the pregnancy last as long as I could. This procedure was a good fix. I carried my third child to term.  Four years later I put myself in their care and had my last child, again at term. These two children are now young women. I feel blessed for the good medicine that allowed me to have these children.

I Am a DES Daughter

DES did not stop with my body, or my children’s lives.  My mother has been diagnosed with breast cancer, something that her DES exposure has put her at risk for. She has had treatment and it looks as though DES will not get to claim her as yet another victim.

My innocence was taken by DES. My first two children died due to DES. My mother has suffered due to DES.  I do not consider myself a victim of DES, however, I am a DES Daughter.

 

What is DES and Why You Should Care

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Diethylstilbestrol or DES is synthetic estrogen developed in the late 1930s. It was initially approved by the FDA in 1941 for vaginitis and as an early hormone replacement therapy for menopausal women.  It was later approved a variety of low estrogen indications. In 1947, the FDA approved its use in pregnant women with a history of miscarriage. DES had been used off-label for miscarriage prevention since the early 1940s, despite the fact that little evidence supported its use and animal studies indicated clear carcinogenic and congenital reproductive abnormalities in the offspring.

After 10 years of widespread use and marketing, a double-blind, placebo-controlled study on the efficacy of DES was finally conducted. As one might expect, it was found ineffective in preventing miscarriage. In fact, women on DES had a higher risk of miscarriage. Later studies in the 1960s began detailing the adverse events associated with this drug. Despite mounting evidence of the dangers of diethylstilbestrol, it remained on the market and widely used through the early 1970s in the US and into the 1980s in some European countries.  In the US alone, it is estimated that between 5-10 million women and their children were exposed to DES.  Because the compound was never patented, 287 drug companies sold DES under a multitude of brands  and for an array of low-estrogen conditions.

In addition to diethylstilbestrol use in humans, it was used widely in farm animals to fatten up the chickens and cattle, beginning in the early 1950s and through the 1970s. DES was found to cause cancer and interestingly enough, cause gynecomastia (man boobs) and sterility in the poultry workers. Well before DES was banned in humans, the FDA banned it in poultry under the newly enacted Delaney Clause to the FDA 1958.  It seems man boobs and sterility was all it took to ban the product in chicken farms.  Miscarriage, congenital abnormalities and cross-generation cancer risks, on the other hand, were not sufficient to initiate its ban in large cattle or humans. It was another 20 years before diethylstilbestrol was banned in cattle or humans and many years after before it was removed from the food chain (if it even is now).  “In 1980, half a million cattle from one hundred and fifty-six feedlots in eighteen states were found with illegal DES implants.”  Even upon FDA’s decision to withdraw its approval of DES in cattle and feed, it did so on grounds of the procedural non-compliance of the manufacturers, erstwhile maintaining the safety of diethylstilbestrol, “because there is no evidence of a public health hazard.”  Despite its clear carcinogenic and teratogenic risks, it is still used in veterinary care.

Diethylstilbestrol Risk for Humans

Amongst those suffering the most from DES exposure are men and women who were exposed in utero as developing fetuses.  DES was given to pregnant women from the 1940 through 1971 in the US and into the 1980s in some European countries. If you were born anytime between 1940 and 1980, ask your mom if she was given DES to prevent miscarriage. It was sold under dozens of brand names (click here for brand names).

Sons and Daughters of DES

The range of depth of reproductive abnormalities, endocrine and health issues found in the children and grandchildren of DES moms, is expanding regularly. If your mom or grandmother was given DES, here is a list of health issues to look for:

DES Daughters

In a large cohort study comparing the reproductive health of the daughters of women prescribed DES during pregnancy to the health of women whose mothers had not been given DES, researchers found a 2-8 times higher incidence of the following conditions:

  • Infertility
  • Spontaneous abortion
  • Ectopic pregnancy
  • Second trimester pregnancy loss,
  • Preterm delivery
  • Preeclampsia
  • Stillbirth
  • Neonatal death
  • Early menopause
  • Breast cancer
  • Cervical neoplasia
  • Clear cell adenocarcinoma

The increased risk of miscarriage and adverse pregnancy outcome in DES daughters is overwhelmingly linked to structural abnormalities with uterus. Fully 69% of DES daughters who have had difficult with infertility and miscarriage have an abnormally shaped uterine cavity or structural changes to the cervix (44%).

DES and Endometriosis

Of particular interest to Hormones Matter followers, DES exposure in utero is linked to an 80% increase in endometriosis. We will be digging deeper into the DES – endometriosis connection in the coming weeks.

DES Sons

Sons of women given DES during pregnancy are three times more likely to have structural abnormalities of the genitals including:

  • epididymal cysts
  • undescended testes
  • extremely small testes
  • hypospadias (misplaced urethral opening)
  • micropenis (some, but not all)
  • increased risk of infertility
  • increased risk of testicular and prostate cancer (although the research has just begun)

In the animal research, offspring of DES exposed mothers shows a vast array of structural and morphological changes across multiple physiological systems ranging from sex reversal in male fish to structural and functional changes in pancreatic cells. The full scope of damage from DES is yet to be determined.

DES Grandchildren

Yes, there are third generation effects from this drug. Researchers are just beginning to untangle the third generation effects. In women, menstrual irregularities appear more common as do the various forms of cancer, but the data are unclear. In men, hypospodias may be more frequent, but again the data are mixed.

Endocrine disruptors like diethylstilbestrol impact human health in ways we are only just beginning to understand. The current methods for measuring and calculating risk for endocrine disruptors is out-dated and based on standard, linear, dose-response curves that not only fail to account for how hormone systems work, but also fail to address possible transgenerational effects. Hormones matter and sooner or later we must address the broader endocrine system in pharmaceutical and environmental regulation. As women, we ought to be fighting for sooner.