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My Decade of 24/7 Depression

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I am a 60 year old female who has been experiencing severe depression with anhedonia for over a decade. I often feel oxygen and energy deprivation in my head more often when I lie down. I have a lot of short term memory problems and executive functioning issues that began around age 50. Sometimes I feel the earth move under my feet and I am occasionally dizzy and have double vision. If I look intently at things, it appears as though they are moving. I also have some visual tracking issues. This is partly do being blind focally in one eye and floaters in both, but I suspect there is more too it. I have endured restless leg syndrome for years, which has been significantly less for the last few weeks after beginning thiamine, as have some of my other symptoms, but the depression, anhedonia and general loss of motivation and lack of joy remains. I have begun using a variety of supplements but feel as though I am still missing something. I am sharing my story in the hopes that someone can offer some help.

Childhood Through Early Adulthood

Since childhood, I have felt physically crappy. I was never able to breathe through my nose. I had asthma and constant, intense itching in my ears, nose, throat, head, and eyes. Insomnia plagued me as a child due to anxiety, along with the inability to breathe and the intense itching in my head. Regularly, and especially at night, I fantasized of putting an icepick into my ear to scratch the horrible itch in the center of my head. All day, everyday, I choked on the constant snot that continuously poured out of my nose and clogged my throat. I choked often on my food being a total mouth breather. I needed a box of Kleenex’s to get through a day. Despite it constantly running, I could not breathe through my nose at all. Encumbering as all this was, I still managed to feel somewhat hopeful, played outdoors, had friends, and attended school most days.

I chose to leave home quite young (at 15 years old) because of family dysfunction. By 16, I stopped consuming liquid dairy, thus leading to a nose-breathing liberation. I still was plagued with sinus issues but could breathe occasionally through my nose to some degree for the first time ever.

As a youth, I experimented with drugs, but never really took anything regularly as the hangovers were horrible and weakening for me. I did a fair amount of drinking in twenties as well but paid the price health wise, and since have not had a drink in many years.

In my twenties, I became aware of sugar causing severe hypoglycemia in me, caused huge mood swings and vision loss. I also self-diagnosed myself with hypothyroidism. I went to see doctors assuming this was causing my miscarriages but the doctors invalidated me at every turn, insisting I was fine. So my Hashimoto’s went untreated for many years until I discovered I could treat it with over-the-counter desiccated thyroid.

Even with all of this going on, I just kept dragging myself along through life on what felt like sheer willpower alone. During this time (my 20’s), I ate more vegetables (fresh organic) and less meat, I had a lot of stomach pain that plagued me on top of everything else, even though my diet was quite good and full of organic vegetables grown nearby. I wasn’t a trying to be a vegetarian, I always thought of myself a bit more of a carnivore, but being that I lived among vegetarians I didn’t eat meat on a daily basis. I noticed that when I did eat meat, I felt a little better. I wish I had taken it more seriously then, but I was still in my optimistic youth, and every day was a new day where I thought I was going to magically feel better.

Lifelong Anxiety and Stage Fright

Prior to the depression, I was a violinist, but one who suffered from lifelong, crippling stage fright. As a child I couldn’t sleep at all for days prior to an audition or performance, which was often. This continued my whole life. Nevertheless, I was able to push through and have performed and recorded many pieces with many different people through the years. Over time though, I began to avoid auditions, and mostly, only performed solo for strangers like at weddings and parties where there weren’t high expectations. Many times, I convinced myself to get over this anxiety, I just had to do it, to get out there and perform. This never worked. I never got over it. Oddly enough, no one realized what I was going through while I played.

I took immediate release Adderall 40-60mg 2-4 x a week for about 5 years in my late 40s to early 50s. It was prescribed for ADHD and for stage fright during violin performances. It also helped with motivation. I have always had a pretty scattered ADHD type personality and felt that I was a high functioning autistic person.

I take trazodone to help sleep when I can afford to get it, but it doesn’t always work. So lately I have been taking a break. Sometimes I will take an over the counter antihistamine/cold medicine like Tylenol when I am desperate to sleep, like when I’m caring for mother. It is a last resort though. I prefer not take anything being it makes me a little nauseous and I worry about liver damage.

I tried Wellbutrin for depression for several months about a year and a half ago, but felt nothing. I tried Prozac for four weeks in my 40s and also felt nothing.

Mumps and Loss of Vision in One Eye

I got the mumps in my forties. This was the closest I ever felt to death in my life. I subsequently lost vision in my right eye. When I lost my vision, it was assumed that I had ocular histoplasmosis but a few years prior to that I had lost vision in one eye for a few months to an unusual eye condition called MEWDS, (multiple evanescent white dot syndrome). MEWDS can be induced by a virus, perhaps having the mumps virus had something to do with it. I also wonder if I was actually type 2 diabetic off and on in my life, or at least borderline, and if that cost me my eye.

Debilitating Depression

After a lifetime of feeling crappy, multiple miscarriages, carpal tunnel, loss of vision in one eye, foot, back, and joint pains, continuous often intense neck pain that has been there since my twenties, along with severe insomnia and allergies, I arrived at 50 years old and began a quick descent into an abyss of deep and unexpected depression and anhedonia. I have been stuck here and have wanted to die 24/7 for 10 years, but haven’t because I do not want to hurt my grown son, and I am sharing the out of state caretaking of my mother and stepfather with dementia with my brother. I have been desperately trying for the last decade to recover my health. To that end, I have taken many supplements but none have really noticeably worked.

Attempts to Recover

Seven years ago, I took to injecting B12 after self-diagnosed pernicious anemia, but never felt a noticeable difference. I was extremely fatigued. I also injected a B complex regularly for several weeks or more without noticing a difference. I still feel a lot of fatigue but with the loss of motivation I think it is possibly more mental than physical.

Ten months ago, I began a strictly carnivore diet. Carnivore has helped inflammation. My bowels are way better and my lifelong mouth ulcers stopped immediately. There have been many other small wins. Unfortunately though, it means  next to nothing to me because it has not fixed my depression, my enjoyment, or will to live. These are the core symptoms that I need to fix. I don’t understand why others get over their depression and insomnia and I cannot seem too. I also still loose lots of hair, but this has been going on for about 7 years. This is traumatic for me (constantly).

About three months ago, I experienced tachycardia plus dizzy spells for several days. The doctors said my iron was fine but I upped my heme iron and b12 and I think it helped. I eat a lot of liver/meat so it surprises me that I would ever be low in b12 or iron. I still feel a little floaty at times, but my heart rates are more normalized.

Recently, I discovered the literature and videos on high dose thiamine. I was very excited, and finally, once again hopeful.

I have taken both TTFD and benfotiamine for a couple weeks now and am not really noticing any changes paradoxically or feeling better. I recently added the HCL too. I have tried upping my doses significantly to where I was taking over 2000mg of Benfotiamine, 400mmg of TTFD and 400mg of thiamine HCL for several weeks. But I have since lowered it considerably. I also take magnesium (100mg), glutathione, riboflavin (100mg) the other B vitamins via yeast, B12 with intrinsic factor (500mg), and electrolytes, and I eat head to tail carnivore including bone broth. I take a substantial amount of more than 400mg of desiccated thyroid as well for the Hashimoto’s disease.

I started taking high dose niacin, perhaps a week ago and I think it kind of helped the thiamine. I felt a certain weight in my head lessen. It was not so much emotionally noticeable but like a bunch of swelling must have loosened. Then two nights ago, my body, legs, and some in arms, swelled up horribly. It was very itchy, painful and lumpy; like I had gained 20 pounds overnight. I haven’t had a history of noticeable edema. This scared me and I decided it was lymphedema, so I began doing lymph draining exercises. I finally felt it was not expanding any longer and perhaps even subsiding a day and half later. I felt hopeful that the brain inflammation FINALLY made a breakthrough, and my body was dealing with the toxicity that had been stuck in there, but I’m not sure what caused the sudden swelling. I also noticed during the swelling that I was urinating less, no matter my fluid intake. Perhaps my body was trying to dilute the toxicity and thus the necessary accumulation. I didn’t take the niacin or thiamine for the next two days. Then yesterday, I took a 1 gram niacin dose and felt a decline in the swelling, and later, around 3 am, I took another niacin, which somehow helped my body hurt less and I could relax. Now a few weeks later, the swelling has decreased considerably. I think it’s going to take some time to feel the results of brain regeneration and habitual behavior, but I don’t feel that feeling of a huge lump of coal stuck in my head anymore. I am currently taking 300mg of benfotiamine, 100 thiamine HCL and 100 allithiamine along with my minerals, electrolytes and vitamins. I also added oregano oil protocol that I heard could help with Hashimoto’s.

Please Help

I used to be highly creative and performed violin for a living, whereas now I cannot find any hope or inspiration to play or do anything and haven’t in years. I desperately want to clear the fog from my brain and regain my will. It is as if I am overwhelmed and underwhelmed at that same time. It is difficult to describe, except that I am miserable. What am I missing? Please any advice appreciated. Thank you!

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Creutzfeldt Jakob Disease, Thiamine, or B12 Deficiency?

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My husband is a 42 year old man who is suffering from what I suspect is severe thiamine and B12 deficiency that has manifested as hallucinations, dizziness and ataxia, progressive immobility, nystagmus and an upward gaze, memory problems, tics, light sensitivity, and incontinence. In April he was hospitalized for a week. While there, an MRI showed that he had restricted diffusion in the basal ganglia and thalamus, with possible mild right lentiform enhancement. He was diagnosed with Creutzfeldt Jakob Disease (CJD), also known as mad cow disease.

Even though they kept telling me that there was a broad range of things that could cause these MRI readings, including metabolic disorders, the doctors believed he had CJD and have focused only on this diagnosis. In the report, they said that they ruled everything that could mimic CJD out, but later on, the doctor admitted that they didn’t check for other mimics after seeing the MRI. While in the hospital, he was medicated heavily and deteriorated significantly.

Upon learning about thiamine deficiency, and Wernicke’s encephalopathy, I managed to get IV thiamine for him twice and he improved each time, but doctors will not provide them regularly and we cannot afford them on our own. Since symptoms of Wernicke’s and vitamin B12 deficiency can mirror CJD and since he responded positively to both vitamins, I believe he would benefit from IV therapies.

History Of Dietary Malnutrition

My husband has been in the navy for 17 years, on three different ships from 2007 until early 2018 with deployments to the Middle East, Europe, and Asia. He was not in Europe in the 90s. He was on a ship that visited the Horn of Africa. For some of the deployments, he didn’t go out in town. He stayed on base.

He has a history of fast food, soft drinks, and energy drinks. He quit drinking energy drinks in 2020. I cannot remember exactly when he quit drinking them. We had recently started to try and eat healthier, but our diets were still limited. After his symptoms emerged, we did try to clean up our diet.

From about mid-2018, he would skip breakfast and lunch, and dinner usually was fast food. During this time, I was extremely ill and had brain surgery in March of 2019. After COVID hit, we could barely afford food and gas, as prices skyrocketed, so he went without meals again.

In June of 2022, he moved to Virginia for school. He felt better after starting to eat regular meals. He had told me that he was no longer tired all of the time. For the first time in years, he wasn’t falling asleep. He had energy to go out and do things and he just felt good like he hadn’t felt in years. Then when the family moved with him, money had become tight again due to some misunderstandings about housing, so it was back to skipping meals and eating poorly.

From 2013 to 2022, we lived in a house for years that had mold. The molds in the house were Aspergillus, Chaetomium, Cladosporium and penicillium. We also lived in houses that were on an old military artillery range called Camp Elliot. We cooked with the tap water in the first house.

Memory, Gait, and Personality Changes

He had a couple of years complaining about memory problems and being tired before the full brunt of his symptoms appeared. He was always inside and did not go outside much.

His car had an exhaust leak and the windows didn’t roll down. He had driven it across country and also driven it to school and back and to the stores. He had complained about getting tired after driving it.

He started having dizziness and gait problems earlier this year or possibly in December. I cannot say specifically when he started, as he was never one to complain or speak up when he would get sick. Then after a couple of arguments, he developed some personality changes. He also had developed light sensitivity, kept one eye shut and had a tic.

The light sensitivity started in early or mid-March and the eye shut around late March or early April. He quit shutting his eyes in late April, after I had started giving him thiamine, B vitamins and B12. I didn’t realize it could have been the thiamine at that point, as I was solely focused on B12 deficiency at the time. With the vitamins, he stopped hallucinating and his hand had stopped trembling when he would try to hug me. If I had neglected to give him the high doses of thiamine, he had seemed to get worse. I was so traumatized at them diagnosing him with CJD, that I couldn’t keep my focus straight. To this day, he does not shut that eye and he cannot go outside in the sun without it hurting his eyes.

Rapid Decline With Hospitalization

He was taken to the hospital on April 7th after he came home from work. Although his health was declining, he was still able to drive and go to work and was still able to talk at this point. I had been asking him to make an appointment for a while to get his B12, methylmalonic acid, and homocysteine checked, because I had a feeling he was dealing with b12 and/or thiamine deficiency. He kept refusing to go in and finally my sister was able to convince him to go in, so I took him to the ER. He was hospitalized from April 7 – April 19.

A Few Days Before Hospitalization: Still Walking

I suspect during his hospitalization, in addition to everything else going on, he became dehydrated and further malnourished. He was not eating and barely drank anything the entire time he was there. He was never given IV fluids either.

While he was there, he had an MRI with contrast (gadolinium) and was given 1,000mg of acyclovir for 2 or 3 days in case it was a viral infection that was causing his symptoms. He was given Lovenox. The nurse said it was for potential blood clots. He was also given 1,000mg of methyl prednisone for 3 days to treat possible encephalitis and insulin, because they said high dose methylprednisone can cause insulin spikes, which it did.

He began to hallucinate in the hospital and rapidly declined afterwards. The problems with walking worsened. He also had a lost look in his eyes that has, for the most part gone away, but was really disturbing at the time. He became incontinent and developed short-term memory loss, which progressed afterwards and has continued. He is now for the most part nonverbal but can still understand what people are saying and still knows who his family is. Also while in the hospital, he developed nystagmus and a persistent upward gaze. To date, he is in a wheel chair unable to talk. Unable to feed himself. His left arm hangs and he barely wants to eat or drink.

After Hospitalization and Before IV Thiamine: Notice the Left Arm

Improvements With IV Thiamine

I had started him on thiamine and B vitamins in after the hospitalization. I had originally given him thiamine HCL and TTFD, a B complex and b12 injections, which I was not consistent with it. This has been extremely traumatizing and trying to do it alone, I failed. We did not see much improvement until he received IV thiamine. After the first IV thiamine (100mgs), later that night he smiled for the first time in a while.

After First Thiamine IV: Moves Leg

After I took him to get another IV thiamine of 100mg, he was able to lift his left arm and wave, catch and hold a stuffed animal, and pull tissue paper out of his gift bag. He went from mostly non-verbal to trying to speak again. The nystagmus and upward gaze also resolved. A few weeks later though, he stopped speaking again. This suggests to me that we need regular IV thiamine, something I have not been able to convince doctors of.

After Second Thiamine IV: Moves Left Arm

We have just recently begun high dose oral thiamine again.

After A Few Weeks of High Dose Oral: Moving From Car to Wheelchair

Is it CJD or Thiamine and B12 Deficiency or Both?

Prior to all of this, he didn’t have any major health problems. He does have HSV-2. He had contracted Covid in April of 2022. He went to work the day I took him into the hospital. He was never on medication and isn’t now. The hospital diagnosed him with CJD, but I have read case studies showing that Wernicke’s encephalopathy and b12 deficiency have mimicked this disease in every area radiologically, clinically, and with laboratory tests. Given his history and since he responded so well to these vitamins, I believe these nutrients are involved. I have since learned that thiamine deficiency can cause misfolded proteins, like those seen in CJD and that the prion proteins bind and potentially leach thiamine from the body. I have read several case studies where metabolic disorders, thiamine or B12 deficiency mimicked this disease. I also read that these deficiencies could even cause the cortical ribboning, that is presumably diagnostic of CJD but also indicative of Wernicke’s encephalopathy. Apparently, the cortical ribboning will disappear with thiamine replacement. There are case studies that show the rt-QuIC test has been falsely positive in people who had encephalopathy or seizures, and another case study where the diagnosis was Sjogren’s Disease. I also read case studies showing that B12 deficiency and Wernicke’s had cause extremely high 14-3-3 and tau proteins, which normalized after proper treatment. I just know in my heart that he had more risk factors for nutritional deficiencies than he did for CJD.

Regardless of the root cause, I believe high dose thiamine via IV will help, but I cannot get anyone to take me seriously and I don’t have a lot of money to pay for IVs out of pocket. So I am lost. Please help.

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Thiamine, Vaccines, and Heavy Periods

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Life Long Health Issues

I am one of life’s medical mysteries, although it is not at all mysterious when it is all broken down. I became sick at 37 after an unprotected mercury filling removal. I developed jaundice, my stomach fell apart, and I looked and felt grim. Every morning I woke up feeling like I had flu. I had no energy. I saw a few doctors that did blood tests. The labs showed I had elevated bilirubin and I was diagnosed with Gilbert’s Syndrome. It was considered symptomless though. I was also hypothyroid and prescribed Levothyroxine. Otherwise, I was just sent on my way.

Long story short, I removed the remaining mercury fillings safely and went through a chelation protocol. I was put on hydrocortisone for adrenal insufficiency and I developed POTS and gastroparesis. This left me pretty much housebound. After seeing a hormone specialist and a cardiologist, I slowly regained some ground and had a few good years until perimenopause. I spent many years searching on the internet about the causes of my chronic fatigue. After one too many horrible consultations with a doctor and given my family history, I self-diagnosed MTHFR, mild EDS, histamine intolerance, an underperforming gallbladder, and dysfunctional Sphincter of Oddi. This was in addition to the POTS diagnosis and B12 deficiency. It was overwhelming.

Since the beginning of my illness, I have been taking many vitamins and supplements and made real progress on some symptoms. Here, I found B vitamins to be key. I have been taking them separately, some at high doses. I have been taking thiamine in the forms of benfotiamine and TTFD, as well as B2, B3, B6, B9, and B12 along with various co-factors including zinc, magnesium, iodine, potassium, and selenium daily for a couple of years now. In terms of energy, folate and B12 were biggies, the addition of B2 did not seem a gamechanger but it was necessary, and thiamine gave me the biggest energy lift of all. It was like night and day.

I crawled all over hormonesmatter.com to read case studies of people whose POTS had improved with thiamine, and worked my way up to a high dose of 900 mg of benfotiamine, or 300mg TTFD. I had some paradox early on, but was ready with the potassium, having learned THAT lesson with B12. To be honest, the paradox wasn’t as bad as I expected.

Perimenopause

And then I pitched into perimenopause. Falling hormone levels uncovered a host of other symptoms, and so I fell headlong into histamine intolerance, leaving me with five foods I could safely eat. I became very thin and had no appetite. My POTS got worse and was especially noticeable with falling estrogen. My feet became cold and numb and anxiety went through the roof. The Sphincter of Oddi problems became daily instead of sporadic. My gallbladder had to come out. I was put on HRT and I daresay things would have been worse without it, but it was still pretty bad with it.

Covid Vaccine and Menstrual Flooding

With Covid-19 and the need for vaccines, I worried I would once again lose my health. Having read on hormonesmatter.com about a young woman who had had the HPV vaccine, and developed POTS, salt-wasting, and hypersomnia, I was nervous about what a vaccine would do to all my medical issues. Luckily, because of her experience, I was aware of what could happen to a human body after vaccination and was prepared.

So when I was invited to make an appointment for the first vaccine, I didn’t think twice. I was pretty scared of Covid. I had the jab, and 5 weeks later the second. A sore arm and a headache were the worst side effects, and they were gone the next day. Just a reminder that for years before the vaccine, during the vaccination period, and after, I had continued my daily regimen of vitamins, including high-dose thiamine, as well as magnesium and potassium every day. I thought I had covered all bases against any vaccine side-effects.

A few months after the second vaccination, I had a very heavy period, unlike anything I had ever had before, with flooding and not being able to leave the house for a day. My thought then was, well, ‘perimenopause’ and ‘last hurrah’. About 6 weeks later I had another very heavy period, worse than the previous one, with the heavy bleeding going on for at least 3 days.

A Hypothesis

After my booster, a blood test that I had around that time showed that my potassium, which had been around 5, had dropped down to 3.5, which is where it had been when I began taking thiamine. My ferritin had also dropped from 50 to 30. I was feeling incredibly fatigued and breathless when I walked and needed to sleep every day.

Seeing my blood results, the low potassium in particular, made me wonder what had happened to make it drop so quickly. By then I was also getting irregular heartbeats. I realized I needed to take a higher dose of potassium, and then I remembered the case of the woman who had become ill after the HPV vaccine. I wondered if the vaccination had wiped out my thiamine, despite already being on a high dose, and so I increased it, taking 1.5 grams of thiamine HCL the first day. I took thiamine HCL because it was lying around, it came in a 500mg dose, and I hadn’t tried it before.

By the end of the day, I realized I was in paradox, my heart was racing, and I needed potassium to slow it down. The next day I took the same amount and was fine. The day after I upped it to 2 grams, and had the heart racing again. The other day I took 2.5 grams and again had heart racing. My energy has gone through the roof, the breathlessness has gone, and my brain feels sharp and alert, although it is not constant.

My hypothesis is that despite taking high dose thiamine, the vaccinations put me back into a deficient state, and many of my old symptoms came back. After reading medical studies on the relation between thiamine and estrogen, I learned that thiamine and riboflavin are required to deactivate estradiol in the liver. I believe this function was knocked out by the vaccines, and estradiol was able to build up to give me these two very heavy periods, which were completely out of the ordinary for me.

I have read that many women reported heavy bleeding after the vaccines, and some menopausal women got their periods back around the time of vaccination.

I merely pass this on as a plausible attempt to join up the dots – the heavy periods, the low potassium, the severe fatigue, and the vaccines – and this at what is already considered high dose thiamine. My conclusion is that if you have been very deficient for a long time like me, and had the vaccinations, it could take a very high dose of thiamine to restore what the vaccine may have wiped out.

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Thiamine Deficiency and Dependency Syndromes: Case Reports

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I have been studying thiamine metabolism since 1969 when I published the first case of thiamine dependency: Intermittent cerebellar ataxia associated with hyperpyruvic acidemia, hyperalaninemia, and hyperalaninuria. The case involved a 6-year old boy experiencing recurrent  episodes of cerebellar ataxia (a brain disease resulting in complete loss of a sense of balance). These episodes, occurring  intermittently, were naturally self-limiting without any treatment and were triggered by inoculation, mild head trauma, or a simple infection such as  a cold. In other words, his episodes of ataxia were repeatedly initiated by an environmental factor. I have called each of these variable factors  a “stressor”. Our studies showed that one of these stressors would unmask the true underlying latent thiamine dependency, falsely giving the impression that the stressor was the primary cause. This may be the principle of post vaccination disease in some cases. It may also be too easy to explain symptoms arising from trauma or infection as primary cause. These recurrent ataxic episodes were prevented from occurring by giving him mega-doses of a thiamine supplement.

Cerebellar Ataxia of Metabolic Origins?

When ataxia, as in this child,  or other symptoms, occur intermittently, as they did in many other patients whom I would treat across my career, it is difficult to identify the true cause. The studies performed by neurologists, neurosurgeons and others inevitably would be  normal, causing diagnostic confusion. In other patients with less serious symptoms, they are considered to be somehow feigned or of psychological origin. Symptoms that appear and disappear in a seemingly random manner and are not supported by conventional laboratory data are often explained this way. Please be aware that ataxia should never be regarded as psychosomatic. The point is that less serious symptoms that cause deviant behavior may not be recognized as biochemical changes in the brain.

With the present medical model, it is difficult to understand and accept that a stress factor can initiate the symptoms of a metabolically caused disease that has been relatively innocuous or silent until the stress is imposed. Let me give you another example.

Loss of Consciousness, Edema, Joint Pain: Rheumatic Disease or Metabolic Disorder

Since I was working at a multi-specialty clinic I was sitting having lunch with an ear, nose, throat (ENT) surgeon who knew of my interest in sudden death in infants (Treatment of threatened SIDS with megadose thiamine hydrochloride). He had been called to put in a tracheostomy to a middle-aged woman who had suddenly stopped breathing. Unlikely as it sounds, he suggested that I should go and look at the situation unofficially.

In the hierarchy of specialization, a pediatrician is not supposed to know anything about adult conditions, so I was not welcome. Because the internists who were taking care of her were rheumatologists, it was considered to be some kind of rheumatic disease, because of aches and pains in joints and limbs. She had had periods of unconsciousness over many years and her body was profoundly swollen, the hallmark of beriberi. Without going into details I was able to prove that this was indeed beriberi.

When I approached the rheumatologist who was her primary physician, I could not convince her of what appeared to her as too bizarre to contemplate. Notwithstanding, I had the cooperation with the nurses who followed my directions.  When the patient was given injections of thiamine, she recovered consciousness and the gross body edema disappeared.

So fixed in the mind of many physicians is the concept that a vitamin related emergency simply does not occur, it was called “spontaneous remission” by my colleagues and “had nothing to do with vitamin therapy”. When I asked the rheumatologist whether we could conference the patient, she ignored the request. Well, this was not the end of the story.

Resolving One Deficiency Often Unmasks Another

After she started the injections of thiamine, with recovery of the nervous system, she began to develop a progressive anemia. It was considered by the internists to be internal bleeding and a thorough search produced only negative results.  So ingrained is the negative attitude to vitamin therapy, I was even in fear that I might be blamed for causing the anemia. In the meantime, I took a specimen of urine and found a substance in the urine that suggested a deficiency of folic acid. Readers will remember that folic acid is a member of the B group of vitamins, as is thiamine. A blood test proved that she was indeed deficient in folic acid. When this vitamin was given to her, the anemia rapidly disappeared. This, believe it or  not, still did not interest my colleagues.

She was discharged from the hospital, receiving supplements of thiamine and folic acid and her nervous system gradually improved. Some months later she developed a rash of a type that had been reported a few months previously as due to vitamin B12 deficiency. She was given an injection of vitamin B12 and over the next few days suffered slight fever and variable joint pains. These were symptoms with which she was familiar and had been responsible for the diagnosis of rheumatic disease.  This sometimes happens temporarily with vitamin therapy, but often enough that I refer to it as “paradox”, meaning that things seem to be worse before they get better. Note that this paradox is not the same as side effects from a drug. The symptoms that cause a patient to see a doctor are temporarily exacerbated. With our present model the patient concludes that this is side effects from the vitamin(s) being used. I had to learn that paradox was the best sign that improvement would follow with persistence. She then continued on the thiamine, folic acid and vitamin B12.

The Role of Lifestyle and Diet Disease Expression – Oft Ignored Stressors

The fact that this woman was a chronic beer drinker and smoker had been ignored.  They were, if you will, the “stressors” that were the dominant cause, perhaps impacting on genetic risk factors. The relationship between alcohol and thiamine deficiency is well known and so she had induced her own disease. Since there was a profound ignorance concerning vitamin deficiency diseases, the beriberi had been referred to by her internists as “rheumatic” in nature. This is because joint and limb pain, usually not recognized for what the pains represent, are often associated with compromised oxidative metabolism, either in the limb itself or in the brain where the pain is interpreted.

Defective oxidative metabolism caused in this patient’s case by thiamine deficiency, causes exaggerated brain perception. The brain induced a pain that gave the false impression that the disease originated in the joints and other parts of the body. Even if the origin of the pain is truly from a joint or muscle, defective oxidative metabolism in the brain will exaggerate the sense of pain perceived by the patient. Although this “phantom” pain is known as “hyperalgesia”, the mechanism is not well known as being due to compromised oxidation in the pain perception brain centers. Thiamine deficiency was responsible for the hyperalgesia experienced by the case of a patient with eosinophilic esophagitis that was posted recently on this website.

Beyond Thiamine: Multi-Nutrient Deficiencies

What interested me in the woman with beriberi was that folic acid deficiency was not revealed until her metabolism had been accelerated by the pharmacological use of thiamine. The folic acid deficiency then became clinically expressed as her metabolism “woke up”. It had been well known for some time that folic acid produced anemia would have to be treated with both folic acid and vitamin B12.

In the case of folic acid deficient Pernicious Anemia, if vitamin B12 was not given at the same time, the patient would develop a disease known as subacute combined degeneration of the spinal cord. Because I had forgotten this fact, I had neglected to give her vitamin B12 until it was finally expressed clinically in the form of a rash. Associating a skin rash with a vitamin deficiency is certainly not commonly accepted as a possible indicator of an underlying cause by physicians.

Vitamin Deficiency Versus Dependency

Returning to the case of the 6-year old boy discussed above, we learned over time that his health was dependent on high doses of thiamine to function. Believe it or not, this child required 600 mg of thiamine a day in order to prevent his episodes of illness. If he began to notice the beginning of an infection he would double the dose. The recommended daily allowance for thiamine is between one and 1.5 mg a day. Here, and in many other cases, huge doses of the vitamin are required in order to accomplish the physiologic effect. This represents what I call vitamin dependency.

Thiamine and magnesium, like many other vitamins, are known as cofactors to enzymes. An enzyme without its cofactor works inefficiently if it works at all. The “magic” of evolution has “invented” this cooperative action which is in itself under genetic control. In technical terms, the vitamin has to “bond” with the enzyme. If this bonding mechanism is genetically compromised, the concentration of the corresponding cofactor has to be increased enormously by supplementation in order to prevent the inevitable symptoms. You can see that this requires a clinical perspective tied to unusual biochemical knowledge. This is in complete contrast to what is usually regarded as vitamin deficiency, arising from insufficient concentrations in the diet.

What is perhaps not known sufficiently is that prolonged vitamin deficiency appears to affect this bonding mechanism. For example, it has long been known that to cure chronic beriberi, megadoses of thiamine are required for months. I have concluded that the megadoses of thiamine given by supplementation to a patient with long term symptoms arising from unrecognized deficiency appears to re-activate the inefficient enzyme. It is as though the enzyme has to be repeatedly exposed to megadoses of its cofactor to stimulate it and restore its lost function.

This may mean that even if the bonding mechanism is normal in chronic deficiency, enzyme function has simply decayed from lack of stimulation. This may explain why genetically determined dependency and long term dietary deficiency will produce the same clinical effect. The dosing of vitamins, if the clinical effects of deficiency are recognized, is not well understood in traditional western medicine. When insufficient doses are given and the symptoms fail to abate, the practitioner views it as evidence that supplements do not work.

Biochemical Diagnoses are Complex

I want the general public to begin to understand the principles that underlie the complexity of biochemical diagnosis. Perhaps a reader might find that a case like this is a reminder of a loved one whose illness was never understood after seeing many different specialists, all of whom were like the blind men and the elephant. Each was confined to his specialist status but none of them could see the overall big picture.

Reading these cases, you might easily come to the conclusion that they represent a rarity. Chronically unrecognized thiamine deficiency is common. Dependency is  not uncommon. It is not as rare as is presently thought. Believe me, cases like these are surprisingly common and are responsible for a great deal of diagnostic confusion.

Vitamins are essential to consumption of oxygen in all life processes. To go against the principles of diet dictated by Mother Nature is a risk to life and limb that is not worth the derived pleasure. When limb pain is experienced without an obvious trauma, it is difficult to accept that it is because of inefficient use of oxidation in the brain, but that is exactly what we found.

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